Thoughts in the mind of a scatter brained workaholic single mom

The Best in ME


God created me in his image and in his likeness. God sees the best in me when everyone else around me could only see the worst in me. Does anyone else have that testomony? When everyone else around me said I will never amount to anything that I am worthless that I am no good that I am ugly that I am stupid that I will never be anything that I am crazy that I am lazy that I am worthless. God saw the best in me. He is mine and I am his it does not matter what I did. He only sees me for who I am.

Wtc I do not ever feel like crap for one. For 2 anyone that tells me I am no good has even less good in them for them to even say something like that and it does not bother me except that they must feel even worse about themself than what they say about me.   I love myself and want others to love themselves because love starts with yourself. Your image of yourself is reflected to others. Your meaness that you reflect mystic shines on others to bring out that same image. I do not like that image very much. You seem to like it so be it. As much as you try to reflect that meaness on me it won’t work because I reflect God’s image not yours.  You seem to not like that at all and that your way is the right peaceful truth when clearly it is hate towards anyone who wants to shine a light in this cold dark world. You clearly state over and over that it is not even possible. You have very little faith and it seems like none at all.  Poof one day that image will be gone from this earth Mystic whether you like it or not.

You must see the worst in me mystic. I do not care. God sees the best in me. God sees me for who I am. God sees the potential the what I am to become and my heart. To God I am very beautiful. God sees the best in me. It really does not matter what anyone else sees. For as long as he sees the best in me one day everyone will see that too. God sees the best in me God is not going to stop seeing the best in me  unless I myself choose to say that is shit like you do Mystic. Only myownself can choose to deny God seeing the best in me because I was made in his image. God is mine and I am his. It does not matter what I did. He only sees me for who I am.  I am his.

do you even read what you write because on so many of your stories you say repeatedly that you see the worst side of everybody not just me. Was that the lies you told or this one you just said? Because you are saying one thing here and another everywhere else.

I hate to intrude here, but you’re both saying the same things. One thing: God is in everything, even in the anger and resentment and the light and happiness. God is everywhere, at all times. So to directly judge anything as right or wrong is therefor a misunderstanding.
To try and understand god, see nothing and everything. Then and only then will you stop arguing. If god is in me, then god is in you and every other person. I don’t know the rest of this disagreement, but it’s obvious that you both understand each other, just on different levels.

Right on Toto82, only God truly sees the right and wrong. That is why I say I am God’s not anyone elses. God sees clearly where I do not and others do not. I want to reflect the good that God sees not what anyone else thinks is good including myself. Not even what I think is good. I want to be what God thinks is good.  lol I hate arguing. Arguing seems to follow me today. Have you ever had one of those days?

Mystic I have told you repeatedly that I am not all good. I have bad in me too.  I do not know what you are talking about. But from what I read is that you say that you like the bad part of yourself and I am not mad at you for that. If you do then good for you but I try to be the good in me and not the bad.  Why you think that is so bad of me I don’t understand. Because I do not try to change you for what you want to be and are. I am not you Mystic I am me. I do not control anything but me and I say that I want to be good. I do not want to be bad. And yes Mystic I am bad sometimes I have been to court so many times I can’t even count em.  I have openly spoken about some of the times. Do I like to go to court? No I don’t. Do I like to go to jail? No I don’t. Will I go to jail again? Who knows but I will try not too. I love myself enough to try not too. I love my children enough to try not too. I prefer to be more good than bad.

 

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