Thoughts in the mind of a scatter brained workaholic single mom

To Alexa: I Can Talk to Demons as well as Angels


I can talk to demons as well as angles. I don’t see them I think most likely because as a small child I had a gift to see bad stuff and sense the bad stuff all around me. It actually felt like it was happening to me. But like the next day exactly what I saw and felt would of happened to someone else. I was to the point it got worse and worse to when I was a young adult I would drive like 30 miles an hour gripping the wheel terrified I could see feel and sense so clearly death and destruction at every moment while driving. I prayed to God to take that gift away. At that moment all I could see was good things from then on. To me it is an improved gift. Like I said on a previous comment to the first story I now have powers not just gifts. I have spoken to God personally because the angels (the ones that are not incarnate) were confused as to who I am. Not only confused but other things as well. I am a member of the tribe of Michael. I have the ability to talk to the angels from the highest realm. I can also talk to fallen angels or demons. The demons can not hurt me although they have tried before. I actually had bruises all up and down my legs from them trying to pull me down before, and God himself held me up. It is funny how you mention October 31st because this is a special date for me also because on that day every year my powers are always at their highest ability. One experience during the october period God let me reexperience my life before being born on earth. I even reexperienced my mate before earth. We were together in another place as little children sharing our thoughts and dreams. The demons have come to like me as well because they know it is possible for them to change and a better earth is on its way. I do not know how soon but it is coming. God even gives angels and demons free choice. I choose to stay on earth even though God gave me option to go to another realm. I have always yearned so much for a happy family on earth because I never had that growing up as a child on earth. I could go on and on. I have so much to say because I just learned about there being so many of you on here yesterday. God now wants me to talk to many people not just one person. Please share your stories with me because I am very knew at sharing all this in fact this is the first time in my life that most of this has been shared by me. I feel in my heart it is time to start sharing. Like the song says Let’s get this party started.
To keep demons away I can by just marking my room with my saliva. I put my finger in my mouth and place a cross on the door with my finger. They can’t mess with me then. But I have befriended some. I have my home closed to them for now because I do not want the extra attention around me. They frustrate me sometimes. My blood is special too one time when I was in the jail cell shaped like a pentagon they put me in there with another angel but she was angry at me. She jumped down off the top bunk started screaming in my face. God told me not to say anything and she could not hurt me. I am not perfect and do mess up sometimes. I said to her I feel you. I did that because I was frustrated she was ranting at me screaming in my face for like over 10 minutes I just wanted her to stop. She was going on and on about children dying in Africa. The very second I said I feel ya. She grabbed my skull and slammed it on the concrete floor holding my head with both hands banging as hard as she could all around in a circle. Well she finally stopped I guess when she noticed I would not die. I lifted my head and just let the blood pour out of my nose. Then God told me to stand up so I stood up and blew out my nose the rest of the way on my shirt. I was bleeding so bad I could feel the blood about to strangle my lungs. I blew out my nose and then the bad chick jumped up on her top bunk grabbed some toilet paper and started soaking up the blood off the floor. She never said a word. I looked in the little mirror over the sink and my head was the shape of a football. I was told there were cameras in that jail cell so I am sure somehow this could be legally verified.
After the fight, the jailer came had me take a shower and I went to court in shackles and cuffs the color orange matching my clothes. The judge asked me one question what was my name? I said my name is Doreen Van Assen and my mother’s name is Tillora Henrietta Van Assen. The judge said I could use that name anytime I wanted to from then on for that was the reason I was in the jail because I told a cop that was my name. I went back to the cell this time with the same chick that beat my head in a slightly bigger cell. The mean chick had a comb and wanted to comb the tangles out of my hair. Weird huh? I was in the jail for like a couple of more days then let go. When I got out my eyes on both eyelids and below were blackened other than that I was totally healed. I went to a friends house and used some makeup and you could not even tell at all. Anyways all I know is my blood is special now because God said it was and I totally trust anything God tells me. I have four experiences in this same jail. All involving this same holding area in this jail. The first time in the year 2004. The next three times in 2007. Every time I was nol-prosecuted by request of the officer on all charges. I do have records of the nol prosecutions.
I had gone to jail two times on my name that is on my birth certificate plus one other citation. So this time I was walking in a huge open area off a gravel road. It had a big huge tree in the middle with a homemade sign that said no trespassing. This was at night. I took the sign down then walked up to an old falling apart camper because I was so cold. I put the no trespassing sign in front of the camper. God told me too to keep the demons away from me cuz they were everywhere and trust me when I say I can walk on them. I am that strong. I went in the camper and it was still extremely cold so I saw to the right a nice brick home with chain link fence and a rockwaller and pit bull and like a trailer park. I walked up to the fence made friends with the dogs in fact the dogs never even barked. I went through the fence and knocked on the door. I asked the man please could I come inside for just a minute because I was so cold. The man said no so I went walking back down the gravel road. All this time walking I was in flip flops. I walked so much in the flip flops I had a huge blister on my heel. Well I did not get far down the gravel road and a cop car came and stopped and asked me my name. I told him my name was the name that is on my adoption paper Doreen Van Assen and not my birth certificate because I had just previously been two jail twice once for stealing a dog lol I had just took him off the leash to play with him cuz I was bored and that dog was lonely leashed to a tree. And second time for trespassing because I knocked on a friends front door. This time the cops arrested me again for using a false name. I gave that ticket back to the cop when they released me from jail because the judge told me in court I could use that name anytime I want from now on. I never had to appear in court again for that ticket. The other tickets I had plea day on like a month later at which time the judge told me I was nol prosecuted by request of the officer. This was March 2007.
During the last jail sentence for the using the adopted name Doreen Van Assen was when I was tried to kill. She was not human trust me. She looked 10 feet tall while she was using negative energy towards me and God whole time telling me don’t say anything and she could not hurt me.
I am just so compassionate and do agree with the fact that babies dying in Africa is awful thing to be happening. But at the time we weren’t in Africa. I have strong feelings about Africa too because of something that happened to me in 1996. I was married with husband that did not work. I was working at a factory. My daughter 3 years old. I had a step son in 2nd grade. I had a nightmare of people bleeding from all orifices of their body. I awoke and could not sleep so I turned on the television and on the television was ABC Nightline News with breaking story about eboli virus in Africa. I was like God what can I do about that I am here poor with no skills? All I could do was pray and that is what I did. I planned even to while my parents had my children to continue my nursing degree and go maybe to Africa during my masters. Because you can do a lot on the computer. Things have changed and I had to get my children back cuz my mom tries to destroy my children too. Daughter was wanting to kill her own self. Son never came out of his room. So I got my children back from them now going on three years. 🙂
They are really God’s children for I told God before they were born they are his. Before they were even born I asked God to bless them with certain things and believe me he did with more than I even asked for.
During the time I became pregnant with my daughter I had not had a period in over a year.
Before I had my son I had even gone to MD for birth control because I was at the point in my marriage after 5 years of it about ready to call it quits. I had had sex every day for five years and never had but two menstrual cycles whole time. That was in January when I went to the doctor. The MD told me I did not need any birth control. Since the MD told me I did not need birth control. I stopped having sex with my husband because I was that mad at him and did not want no chance for me to get pregnant. In march on our wedding anniversary March 26th We had sex. My son’s due date was Christmas. He was born new year’s eve. He was plump and clearly overdue when he was born he had the fat chubby legs already and no verngo on him at all. He was born with the cord around his neck and looked blue. During labor his heart slowed down and completely stopped once. The nurses rushed in and turned me on my side and put oxygen mask on my face. I felt no pain at all because I had epideral and even felt good afterward. I did not have and episiotomy and did not even tear. Was one of the happiest moments of my life when my son was born on new years eve night at 9pm 1997. I get to celebrate the new year with my special boy every New Year. I am so blessed.

I posted this cuz you said you are going to delete your account. I wanted to repost your whole story then thought that would be just wrong. So I just posted my comments. :)When and if you ever come back It will be here for you again.

It has your name on it cuz I wrote the comments to you personally on your first awakening story.

The first time I went to jail was because I took a dog off his chain the cop came and took me to jail for stealing. The second time was for knocking on a friends door. The cop came and took me to jail for trespassing. I received all three jail sentences with in 2 weeks time while I was homeless in Hot springs because I had just recieved my adoption paper from my parents. My Dad right after he gave it to me threw me on the ground as hard as he could and said get out of here before I call the cops. I said go ahead and call the cops for he was the one being really mean. Well I took the adoption paper to Hot springs to be with my victim letter that said my father is guilty of penetration of me. When I was in Hotsprings my car ran out of gas. A cop asked me if I was on medication. I said yes and he impounded my car and took me to the hospital. I left the hospital on foot homeless without a car. I walked first to the house where I had left the papers for safe keeping. No one was home and I was bored and took the dog off the chain. I will never in my life again tell anyone to go ahead and call the cops if you like. After all these stupid tickets me in jail a total of two weeks three separate times. Homeless for one month. I went to hospital from the jail by order of my own mom came to the jail and signed to have me evaluated for sanity and locked away if possible. They took me to a hospital in Little rock then transported me to Pinebluff 70 miles south close to where my mom lives, then while I was there the hotsprings cop came and took me back to court in Hotsprings they found me sane then took me back to hospital. When I got out of hospital I called my landlord to come get me. Next when I went to plea day on the tickets that I received for all this I was nol-prosecuted on plea day. I have those receipts. Next I went back to work as a medicine nurse. I was a lpn at the time I had not take my state board yet for my RN license.

I do not blame God for my stupidity. I am not stupid for one to even blame anyone for that. I am very smart lady. I love God and God has been with me always. Number two I did not go insane because I was found to be sane not insane. Number 3 I was nol-prosecuted I was found not even worthy to be cited with the tickets in the first place. Like I said God is with me always even in troubled times.

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